Thank you God, without you I would've just gave up.
My grades looked like it couldn't recover, but You told me to do the best as much as You want me to do. God, I'm thankful that even though it was days without sleepings and very tiresome days, You gave me hope. Jesus Christ's cross. Whenever I look at it, it fills me completely with joy and peace. This world is painful, and more painful things are yet to come. BUT I believe in Jesus' Cross, and that's where the power I get for living in this sinful world.
I'm sinful man. Everyday I commit sin, do not listen to my God.
Do not follow His words, and I like to just live with the world.
How deadly sinful I'm. Without Jesus' Cross, I would've thrown to Hell thousand times, but I live only by this cross. The love that God gave me to live. Amen.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Fall 2009, Finals Time
Finals Time is back!
I'm not studying and I'm sleepy... Hah.. I just wasted 2 hours on laptop to fix network connection issue. For some reason, it can't connect to restricted.utexas.edu
It worked before, so I tried bunch of different methods to fix it, but I couldn't...
Ah.. and then I realized that I wasted a lot of time. 2 hours in final time worth a lot. Every hour, every minute counts, but I always slack off at the end of the semester. Since it felt like semester is already over, even though everybody studied, I didn't.
I believe God has given me this studying because He wants me to do it. God has plan for me, and this studying would be directly or not directly affect my life, but it would have a factor on my life either way.
Today, I didn't follow His words as he wants me to, and I'm ashamed and I'm sorry. God has a plan and I really want to follow it, but sometimes I forget the objective of life that God given me and just want to enjoy in this world.
Good grades doesn't not really matter to me. I'm not saying grades don't matter, but I'm just saying it would be just a small part of my life when I consider the God's work ahead of me. But I think God want me to do my best. So I will.
He is preparing the way.
And He wants me to be ready.
Thru training and through every bit of life,
He is preparing my way.
And He wants me to be ready,
So that I will be ready when He calls me home.
I'm following His way.
And I want to be ready.
Thru training and through every bit of life,
I'm following God's way.
Then, I will be ready.
I will be ready to go to my home, my true home.
I'm not studying and I'm sleepy... Hah.. I just wasted 2 hours on laptop to fix network connection issue. For some reason, it can't connect to restricted.utexas.edu
It worked before, so I tried bunch of different methods to fix it, but I couldn't...
Ah.. and then I realized that I wasted a lot of time. 2 hours in final time worth a lot. Every hour, every minute counts, but I always slack off at the end of the semester. Since it felt like semester is already over, even though everybody studied, I didn't.
I believe God has given me this studying because He wants me to do it. God has plan for me, and this studying would be directly or not directly affect my life, but it would have a factor on my life either way.
Today, I didn't follow His words as he wants me to, and I'm ashamed and I'm sorry. God has a plan and I really want to follow it, but sometimes I forget the objective of life that God given me and just want to enjoy in this world.
Good grades doesn't not really matter to me. I'm not saying grades don't matter, but I'm just saying it would be just a small part of my life when I consider the God's work ahead of me. But I think God want me to do my best. So I will.
He is preparing the way.
And He wants me to be ready.
Thru training and through every bit of life,
He is preparing my way.
And He wants me to be ready,
So that I will be ready when He calls me home.
I'm following His way.
And I want to be ready.
Thru training and through every bit of life,
I'm following God's way.
Then, I will be ready.
I will be ready to go to my home, my true home.
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