Can't you see?

Can't you see? God is just out there.

Can't you see? Jesus is just over there.

Can't you see? End is just over here.

Why wait? Why delay? Why halt? Why stop?

Just pray ernestly that God will lead you on what you decided.

Then, just GO.

Go to the One who's been waiting this day before the world had even begun.

That's all you need to decide, and all the rest is up to God.

Don't worry. He is Good Shelter, Excellent Shepard, Wonderful Father.

What He decide is all the best for you.

Why wait? Why delay? Why halt? Why stop?

Jesus had shed His blood all because of you.

Just pray ernestly that God will lead you on what you decided.

Then, just GO.

Go to His cross and die with Him, so that you may live eternally with Him.

Can't you see? Jesus is here right next to you.

Summer is going away

Summer is going away. Many things have gone passed, and many new experiences awaits. But living life without Lord is painful, no matter how much the world tries to hide it with the worldly pleasures. But It can't be hidden that living life with Jesus Christ our Lord is life that has all, no matter how much the world tries to say that they are better. Why then even though I know, I fall to worldly pleasure? Why then even though I know, I can't love Jesus with all of my heart? Tommorrow, again I will try to choose the cloth to wear, and I just pray that it would be Jesus Christ.

하나님 기도합니다(찬송)

이제는 어떤 음이었는지 기억조차 나지 않는 2007년 12월 16일쯤에 쓴 찬송. 가끔씩 성령님께서 감동주셔서 계속 작곡을 했는데 그 중 하나. 컴퓨터에 남아있길래 올린다.

1절
하나님 기도합니다
죄가 가득한 세상 헤처나가도록
하나님 기도합니다
하나님께 더 가까이 갈 수 있도록

후렴
우리는 죄많은 사람들
하나님의 은혜로
우리는 죄사함 받았으니
우리는 사랑 받았으니
우리가 해야할 것은
주 예수의 이름 높이는 것
우리가 살아갈동안
우리가 죽는 순간 까지도
하나님 지켜주시죠
하나님 지키시죠

2절

하나님 찬송합니다.
우리를 구원하셨으므로
하나님 찬송합니다.
우리를 깨끗게 하셨으므로

Think...

Think... how Jesus was celebrated by his people as a king, shouting "Hosanna!"

Think... how Jesus was betrayed by and deserted by his beloved disciples.
Think... how Jesus was treated as sinner and the same crowd who shouted "Hosanna!", now shouted "Crucify him!"
Think... how Jesus was walking up to cross without resisting like a lamb going to slaughterhouse.
Think... how Jesus was not blaming us and prayed to God, "Father, forgive them. For they know not what they are doing"
Think... how Jesus had risen.

Think... in your perspective now:

Think... how you betrayed Jesus Christ, by not doing as His will, but as you will.
Think... how you killed Jesus Christ by your sins. He died for your sin.
Think... how you turned away from Jesus Christ, like a goat not listening to the shepherd.
Think... how you realized Jesus Christ's love by His grace.
Think... how you revived with the Jesus Christ and became one.

Think... how you only lived sinfully, but by His love and grace, He stretched out his pierced hand even before you knew Him.
Think... how Jesus says "Come, grab my hands. Let us be together and work together."
Think... how marvelous and wonderful Jesus love is that He made all the chains of sins and death be free by dealing with Father's wrath against it alone.
Think... how you now have unpayable debt to Jesus, and with His love you must spread this God's love story: Gospel to people still chained to sins.

Think...

KUBS Retreat '10

Intercessory Prayer Disciple Training

I'm taking Intercessory Prayer Disciple Training(IPDT*) from church.
It's 3rd week, and we prayed for our church and for the each parts of the church.
And in the day of 2nd and 3rd week of IPDT, I was having stomach trouble. 2nd week I threw up twice, and I prayed that God to heal me continuously for 30 min. and He did. Today(actually yesterday 02-25-10) I had headache. I think it's from lack of sleep, but that headache got me a stomach trouble. I don't know why, but when I have a headache I can't digest very well. I see this as attack of devil, trying to fall down from the training, but I declare in the name of Jesus: "In the name of Jesus, be gone the devil who makes me sick in order to get me fall away from the training. Be gone!" I believe Jesus will deliver me. Also, I didn't do my QT even though I had enough time for it. I went to Office hour and tried to configure so that I could use one of GUI in Linux, and I wasted so much on that, so I couldn't do my QT. I already meditated about this, and I failed again by putting the world in front of Jesus. I confess that this is sin to Jesus. Lord, I will not change by myself and will continuously go back to the same sin: loving the world. Please Lord, hold on to me and change me by the blood of Jesus Christ. God, oh God save my soul. Without the Cross, I would be dead in front of You, but I thank you that blood of the Lamb saved my soul. This world won't be anything at the end of the day, and will be just a dust. I hold on to You Lord, since You made me to hold on to You. I praise Your mercy and grace. Let the blood of Jesus Christ go thru me and fill my cup, so that it overflows to other people to have this peace and love that no world can give.

*IPDT is not really what it called, it's just for sake of easiness of writing it.

The Life

God. Me. Sin. Division. Death. Jesus. Love. Cross. Blood. Cleanse. Revive. Way. Believe. Faith. Struggle. Spirit. Entrust. Holy. Heaven. God