Final Time is over!

Thank you God, without you I would've just gave up.
My grades looked like it couldn't recover, but You told me to do the best as much as You want me to do. God, I'm thankful that even though it was days without sleepings and very tiresome days, You gave me hope. Jesus Christ's cross. Whenever I look at it, it fills me completely with joy and peace. This world is painful, and more painful things are yet to come. BUT I believe in Jesus' Cross, and that's where the power I get for living in this sinful world.
I'm sinful man. Everyday I commit sin, do not listen to my God.
Do not follow His words, and I like to just live with the world.
How deadly sinful I'm. Without Jesus' Cross, I would've thrown to Hell thousand times, but I live only by this cross. The love that God gave me to live. Amen.

Fall 2009, Finals Time

Finals Time is back!
I'm not studying and I'm sleepy... Hah.. I just wasted 2 hours on laptop to fix network connection issue. For some reason, it can't connect to restricted.utexas.edu
It worked before, so I tried bunch of different methods to fix it, but I couldn't...
Ah.. and then I realized that I wasted a lot of time. 2 hours in final time worth a lot. Every hour, every minute counts, but I always slack off at the end of the semester. Since it felt like semester is already over, even though everybody studied, I didn't.
I believe God has given me this studying because He wants me to do it. God has plan for me, and this studying would be directly or not directly affect my life, but it would have a factor on my life either way.
Today, I didn't follow His words as he wants me to, and I'm ashamed and I'm sorry. God has a plan and I really want to follow it, but sometimes I forget the objective of life that God given me and just want to enjoy in this world.
Good grades doesn't not really matter to me. I'm not saying grades don't matter, but I'm just saying it would be just a small part of my life when I consider the God's work ahead of me. But I think God want me to do my best. So I will.

He is preparing the way.
And He wants me to be ready.
Thru training and through every bit of life,
He is preparing my way.
And He wants me to be ready,
So that I will be ready when He calls me home.

I'm following His way.
And I want to be ready.
Thru training and through every bit of life,
I'm following God's way.
Then, I will be ready.
I will be ready to go to my home, my true home.

Ebay

Ebay is
Time Consumer,
Money Consumer.
But everyone just go back
and look around and find good cheap items.
Many items look scatchy,
so I just go for power users :P

Idk

Kinda busy and not busy at the same time.
No time to write blogs.

Studying for the test :)

Studying for my computer science logic test :)
ERRERERER I need someone to help me...

P.S. why is html not really work in here?
can't put the music player to play music for longer than one day.

My Head Hurts

Whenever I do not follow God's words and follow what I want I get this headache like no other.
Sins. Why I'm commiting them? Why don't I repent?
Doing whatever w/o faith is sin.
From today's QT, God questioned my faith.
Am I really believing God with all my heart?
Answer is no, and I really dislike the fact that it is.
I believe that Jesus would lead me the way to have faith in the Lord.
My God, Savior, Lord, Jesus Christ please save me from these sins.
I repent, I repent. I truly want to repent with all my heart.
Please give me strength so that I may get rid of these sins that keep me away from you.
God thank you for listening to this sinner.
I'm waiting for the day to meet you.
Until then, let me know only you Lord.
Nothing else. Let me only pray for You.
Let me only want you nothing else.
You are my number #1 precious.
You are my number infinite precious.
Nothing else is precious than you, Lord. Amen.

I believe, and no one can take my faith away.

After QT training, I'm sitting in a chair and should go to sleep within 10 mins.
So this will be short, but I just wanted to share that if you believe God, no one else can take your faith away. No, not even you, Satan.
I will not give away this faith.
I will not give away this eternal life for any hard circumstances and trials since God will protect me and keep me safe in his arm. I believe in our Lord and God Jesus Christ that He will always be my Savior and Redeemer and will always listen to me. Even though I'm not perfect and I will never be, He received me for what I am, and I thank God for it.
"Jesus, I won't throw away my faith and I know that You will help me on any circumstances to have strong belief in you. I want to hold You stonger and be close to You.
Let my selfness die in Your cross, and
let me always aim for what You aim,
think for what You make me think for,
hope for what You hope for,
learn for what You want me to learn,
pray for what You want me to pray,
and *DO whatver you want me to DO.
Faith without action is not a faith at all. The faith results in fruits and it will be known.
Please God, let me listen to You by doing QT and reading Bible, and DO as what you say.
I hope You to be always with me, and I believe that You will.
Let Your will be done, not mine.
In Jesus name, I pray Amen."

*DO - it's just "do", but I wanted to embrace the word