Whenever I do not follow God's words and follow what I want I get this headache like no other.
Sins. Why I'm commiting them? Why don't I repent?
Doing whatever w/o faith is sin.
From today's QT, God questioned my faith.
Am I really believing God with all my heart?
Answer is no, and I really dislike the fact that it is.
I believe that Jesus would lead me the way to have faith in the Lord.
My God, Savior, Lord, Jesus Christ please save me from these sins.
I repent, I repent. I truly want to repent with all my heart.
Please give me strength so that I may get rid of these sins that keep me away from you.
God thank you for listening to this sinner.
I'm waiting for the day to meet you.
Until then, let me know only you Lord.
Nothing else. Let me only pray for You.
Let me only want you nothing else.
You are my number #1 precious.
You are my number infinite precious.
Nothing else is precious than you, Lord. Amen.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
I believe, and no one can take my faith away.
After QT training, I'm sitting in a chair and should go to sleep within 10 mins.
So this will be short, but I just wanted to share that if you believe God, no one else can take your faith away. No, not even you, Satan.
I will not give away this faith.
I will not give away this eternal life for any hard circumstances and trials since God will protect me and keep me safe in his arm. I believe in our Lord and God Jesus Christ that He will always be my Savior and Redeemer and will always listen to me. Even though I'm not perfect and I will never be, He received me for what I am, and I thank God for it.
"Jesus, I won't throw away my faith and I know that You will help me on any circumstances to have strong belief in you. I want to hold You stonger and be close to You.
Let my selfness die in Your cross, and
let me always aim for what You aim,
think for what You make me think for,
hope for what You hope for,
learn for what You want me to learn,
pray for what You want me to pray,
and *DO whatver you want me to DO.
Faith without action is not a faith at all. The faith results in fruits and it will be known.
Please God, let me listen to You by doing QT and reading Bible, and DO as what you say.
I hope You to be always with me, and I believe that You will.
Let Your will be done, not mine.
In Jesus name, I pray Amen."
*DO - it's just "do", but I wanted to embrace the word
So this will be short, but I just wanted to share that if you believe God, no one else can take your faith away. No, not even you, Satan.
I will not give away this faith.
I will not give away this eternal life for any hard circumstances and trials since God will protect me and keep me safe in his arm. I believe in our Lord and God Jesus Christ that He will always be my Savior and Redeemer and will always listen to me. Even though I'm not perfect and I will never be, He received me for what I am, and I thank God for it.
"Jesus, I won't throw away my faith and I know that You will help me on any circumstances to have strong belief in you. I want to hold You stonger and be close to You.
Let my selfness die in Your cross, and
let me always aim for what You aim,
think for what You make me think for,
hope for what You hope for,
learn for what You want me to learn,
pray for what You want me to pray,
and *DO whatver you want me to DO.
Faith without action is not a faith at all. The faith results in fruits and it will be known.
Please God, let me listen to You by doing QT and reading Bible, and DO as what you say.
I hope You to be always with me, and I believe that You will.
Let Your will be done, not mine.
In Jesus name, I pray Amen."
*DO - it's just "do", but I wanted to embrace the word
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Great Picnic!
It was great weather that Lord provided!
It was cloudy, but it was fresh and not hot day.
Good boned rib of pork(sam gyup sal: 삼겹살). It was delicious!
I ate so fast, and it's just amazing how I did it :P
At the morning, I was like "Lord, you said you would give sunny weater! Why is it so cloudy?" and was disappointed. But God has his plan and many people enjoyed the cool weather.
Everything might not go as we expected, but we should know God has great plan than what we plan. It's true that you should pray to Him for you wants, but we must not be disappointed or even be argry at Him for not fulfilling what we want. He has greater plan than you expected, and if you are in Him, then you should be able to see later that God always provided you with best ways.
So I pray,
"God, please let your will be done. Your way shall be revealed and let me be thankful to You for all of the best ways that you lead me. Be always with us and lead me to your way."
It was cloudy, but it was fresh and not hot day.
Good boned rib of pork(sam gyup sal: 삼겹살). It was delicious!
I ate so fast, and it's just amazing how I did it :P
At the morning, I was like "Lord, you said you would give sunny weater! Why is it so cloudy?" and was disappointed. But God has his plan and many people enjoyed the cool weather.
Everything might not go as we expected, but we should know God has great plan than what we plan. It's true that you should pray to Him for you wants, but we must not be disappointed or even be argry at Him for not fulfilling what we want. He has greater plan than you expected, and if you are in Him, then you should be able to see later that God always provided you with best ways.
So I pray,
"God, please let your will be done. Your way shall be revealed and let me be thankful to You for all of the best ways that you lead me. Be always with us and lead me to your way."
Friday, October 9, 2009
He is watching.
He is watching over my heart
He is watching over my mind
He is watching over my soul
He is watching over my body
He is watching over my thinking
He is watching. He is watching
He is the Lord, Jesus Christ, Our Savior.
Through QT today, he showed my deep black, coal-black heart which was filled with inscribed sins. "Judah's sin is engraved with an iron tool, inscribed with a flint point, on the tablets of their hearts ... "(Part of Jeremiah 17:1)
I didn't know how my heart was, but God knew.
"I the LORD seach the heart and examine the mind, to reward a man according to his conduct, according to what his deeds deserve." (Jeremiah 17:10)
He showed me my heart and said He is watching over my heart and let me know that my heart is completely black, covered by my sins. I didn't know that I had that many sins that it could cover the whole heart, but God said I do. Through Jesus' blood, it's only way to clean my heart. Only way to become God's children.
I will follow you Jesus, I will follow the path of Cross. I want to die in cross with You today, and nail my sins into that cross and live as Jesus lives in me. Without Jesus, that cross will be the end of my life, but through Jesus, I gained new and eternal life of Jesus. Jesus is the way. Only way. Only way!
"God please let me to put down all my desires, and follow You, Lord. In Jesus name I pray. Amen"
He is watching over my mind
He is watching over my soul
He is watching over my body
He is watching over my thinking
He is watching. He is watching
He is the Lord, Jesus Christ, Our Savior.
Through QT today, he showed my deep black, coal-black heart which was filled with inscribed sins. "Judah's sin is engraved with an iron tool, inscribed with a flint point, on the tablets of their hearts ... "(Part of Jeremiah 17:1)
I didn't know how my heart was, but God knew.
"I the LORD seach the heart and examine the mind, to reward a man according to his conduct, according to what his deeds deserve." (Jeremiah 17:10)
He showed me my heart and said He is watching over my heart and let me know that my heart is completely black, covered by my sins. I didn't know that I had that many sins that it could cover the whole heart, but God said I do. Through Jesus' blood, it's only way to clean my heart. Only way to become God's children.
I will follow you Jesus, I will follow the path of Cross. I want to die in cross with You today, and nail my sins into that cross and live as Jesus lives in me. Without Jesus, that cross will be the end of my life, but through Jesus, I gained new and eternal life of Jesus. Jesus is the way. Only way. Only way!
"God please let me to put down all my desires, and follow You, Lord. In Jesus name I pray. Amen"
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Being Sick is Sick
AH......... get away sickness.
Don't pull me down to the bed, not letting me to get done with anything.
I have a cold with the cough and runny nose, and I also have little bit of headache.
Oh God please heal me.
I'm very weak against the sickness.
Oh God heal me.
Don't pull me down to the bed, not letting me to get done with anything.
I have a cold with the cough and runny nose, and I also have little bit of headache.
Oh God please heal me.
I'm very weak against the sickness.
Oh God heal me.
Friday, October 2, 2009
10/02/09 My QT
"your adulteries and lustful neighings, your shameless prostitution! I have seen deen your detestable acts ... Woe to you ... How long will you be unclean?" (Part of Jeremiah 13:17)
Through Bible, God revealed my sins.
I thought I was done with it, but yesterday, the Satan's temptation grew and I was standing hard to overcome it, but I didn't pray and I didn't rely on God to get rid of these temptation and cleanse my heart. But in today's QT, God showed his frustration on the sins that I never was able to overcome. Through my dad, He told me to pray continually, so that I wouldn't fall for these sins, but I didn't. I gave my usualy excuse: that I didn't have enough time. But today through QT, he showed his frustration and anger toward the sin, but also lamenting over my soul. I was sorry to God. He is keep trying to purify me and do His work through me, but I kept on sinning, so God couldn't use me as His will. I repented. I prayed that God would free from these sins. I believed, and He amazing got rid of all the sin's temptation from me.
Still I haven't prayed much, and I want to pray more.
"Please God allow me to follow You like a pure sheep. Amen."
Through Bible, God revealed my sins.
I thought I was done with it, but yesterday, the Satan's temptation grew and I was standing hard to overcome it, but I didn't pray and I didn't rely on God to get rid of these temptation and cleanse my heart. But in today's QT, God showed his frustration on the sins that I never was able to overcome. Through my dad, He told me to pray continually, so that I wouldn't fall for these sins, but I didn't. I gave my usualy excuse: that I didn't have enough time. But today through QT, he showed his frustration and anger toward the sin, but also lamenting over my soul. I was sorry to God. He is keep trying to purify me and do His work through me, but I kept on sinning, so God couldn't use me as His will. I repented. I prayed that God would free from these sins. I believed, and He amazing got rid of all the sin's temptation from me.
Still I haven't prayed much, and I want to pray more.
"Please God allow me to follow You like a pure sheep. Amen."
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