He is watching.

He is watching over my heart
He is watching over my mind
He is watching over my soul
He is watching over my body
He is watching over my thinking
He is watching. He is watching
He is the Lord, Jesus Christ, Our Savior.

Through QT today, he showed my deep black, coal-black heart which was filled with inscribed sins. "Judah's sin is engraved with an iron tool, inscribed with a flint point, on the tablets of their hearts ... "(Part of Jeremiah 17:1)

I didn't know how my heart was, but God knew.
"I the LORD seach the heart and examine the mind, to reward a man according to his conduct, according to what his deeds deserve." (Jeremiah 17:10)

He showed me my heart and said He is watching over my heart and let me know that my heart is completely black, covered by my sins. I didn't know that I had that many sins that it could cover the whole heart, but God said I do. Through Jesus' blood, it's only way to clean my heart. Only way to become God's children.
I will follow you Jesus, I will follow the path of Cross. I want to die in cross with You today, and nail my sins into that cross and live as Jesus lives in me. Without Jesus, that cross will be the end of my life, but through Jesus, I gained new and eternal life of Jesus. Jesus is the way. Only way. Only way!

"God please let me to put down all my desires, and follow You, Lord. In Jesus name I pray. Amen"