My Head Hurts

Whenever I do not follow God's words and follow what I want I get this headache like no other.
Sins. Why I'm commiting them? Why don't I repent?
Doing whatever w/o faith is sin.
From today's QT, God questioned my faith.
Am I really believing God with all my heart?
Answer is no, and I really dislike the fact that it is.
I believe that Jesus would lead me the way to have faith in the Lord.
My God, Savior, Lord, Jesus Christ please save me from these sins.
I repent, I repent. I truly want to repent with all my heart.
Please give me strength so that I may get rid of these sins that keep me away from you.
God thank you for listening to this sinner.
I'm waiting for the day to meet you.
Until then, let me know only you Lord.
Nothing else. Let me only pray for You.
Let me only want you nothing else.
You are my number #1 precious.
You are my number infinite precious.
Nothing else is precious than you, Lord. Amen.